What’s whatswhatwhoswho?

It’s WWWW for short and it started as a mood board on Tumblr.

WWWW is a question born out of a psychedelic experience.

WWWW is art. It is a creative reflection of who I am — nothing and everything.

WWWW is inquiry. A reflection on the pathless path, what we call the spiritual journey.

What do I write about?

Psychedelics, spirituality, meditation, breathwork, consciousness, culture, the meaning of life… Probably many other things. I write about topics I enjoy writing about, which will likely change as I change.

The beauty of WWWW is that I don’t know what it is or where it’s going, and that’s what I love most about it. It’s an open question with no answer, but it’s definitely leading somewhere. So buy the ticket and take the ride.

Who am I?

That’s a big one. I’m still figuring it out.

Based on my life experiences so far, I am a human organism on a planet, a conscious planet in a conscious universe, an eternal spirit and super duper profound mystery.

These words all point to the same timeless and transcendent truth: I am the one, just like you. There are obviously many in the one. You are you, I am I, but also, you and I are the same eternal spirit looking through different forms. There are many within the one, so being in right relationship is key to wholeness, oneness, harmony, peace.

On the human level, I’m a friend, an explorer and an artist. I spend way too much time plugged into a small but powerful computer connected to an addicting world wide web. I love to type words and build stuff on the internet and in the world, especially stuff made of wood or cloth. I love the sun, computers, silent meditation, taking drugs in dark warehouses with loud entrancing music. I love studying Zen and yoga, taking psychedelics in ceremony with fellow people, and communicating with plants and other forms of life, all of which I see as various manifestations of the divine being that I (and you and everyone and everything) ultimately am. I also love philosophy, I love to think. But I also love to feel, or at least I’m learning to. I love spirit, art and design, psychology and books. I love humanity. I love and revere the planet, life, nature.

Yet, weirdly enough, I’m still learning to love myself. Ego’s a bitch.

I used to try killing my ego with acid but it didn’t work, it only made it stronger.

Anyways, thanks for being here.

Why subscribe?

Substack suggested I answer this question in this About section. Here’s my answer:

Because you want to… why else?

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Warmly.